One Love, November 20, 2013, or “I write better than I do.”
One love. Either we
love or we do not love - it is whole or it is absent. The idea that love may be parceled is a tool
of rationalization. The manner in which
we tend that love for ourselves must reflect love’s breadth and depth, which
is infinite in scope.
I cannot eat
properly, and then inject a drug. I
cannot love some, but not others, nor love some attributes of a man, while
belittling others. I suspect that the absence
of love fuels what we once knew as the walking dead, eyes rolled back, white.
Flash forward: Eyes-rolled back, white, two men fucking, in love, creating ecstasy.